Bodoh Piang >.< !!!

Alamak dah lama rupanya tak update blog!! Dah abis bersawang. I promised myself to update the blog during fasting month but I was too busy and decided to do it during Raya and tadaaa!! Here I am...The reason I decided to write this blog today is because of this newspaper article that I bumped into while searching something on the net. It is on the abuse of Syafiah Humaira. I almost choked the gum that I was chewing when I read her mother's statement on the court's verdict...

“Saya tidak pernah marah dengan Fazli kerana dia tidak bersalah dan dia tidak ada niat untuk membunuh Syafiah. Saya tetap sayangkan Fazli kerana dia seorang penyayang dan dia sayangkan Syafiah,” katanya.

For Pete's sake!! What on earth does she think?? Saying things like that...The man killed your daughter, lady...How stupid do you have to be when you say that he's not guilty and that you still loves him??? What kind of mom are you?? Seriously, just by reading this article is enough to make me in a bad mood for the whole day...I learnt a new word during Raya that is bodoh piang...And this is a perfect word to use to a person like her. Weyh bodoh betul..Isn't all the evidences enough to tell you that the man is guilty?? Or atleast have some respect for your daughter. She died at his hand and you still dare to say you love him. How dare you?? Luckily I was working during the verdict or else memang mak budak ni nak kena penampar super duper juta-juta kali dengan moi..OMG, you just make my blood pressure goes up..Stupid woman!!

I don't understand why woman tend to act stupidly when they are in love. I have few of my girl friends doing the same thing. I remember during my Uni days, my room mate which I should refer as G were having a long distance relationship. G is a very pretty girl and was also doing well in her study. However, her boyfriend is such an ass. He would always find away to berated her by making nasty remarks such e.g she's fat, she's stupid and even dare to threaten her not to meet him if she didn't try to go on diet. The problem is she already having her ideal weight and there are few guys that are already chasing after her. She then decided to stop eating in order to get the weight that her bf wanted that is 43 kg for her 165cm which is ridiculous to me. After a week she look so pale and as if she would just collapse in a second. on the 7th day of her diet, she was crying when she received a phone call. It was her bf, and she was crying because the bf is now eating with his friends at McD when all she ate for the whole week is a cup of milk everyday. Gila tak?? We as her friend tried to ask her to stop her diet but she wouldn't listen until we decided to call her parent.

I also have a friend who decided to have sex with her bf just to proof to him that she really loves him. When she told me this, it is already too late and they have done it. The worst part it, after a few months the bf became very protective and abusive towards her. And he don't even bother about her parent. I remember once he punched her in front of her court yard. I was there and so does her family. And no one even dare to interfere when finally I decided I couldn't take it anymore. I couldn't let this guy abuse my friend so i threatened to call the police. He then decided to go away and my friend promised that she would not see him anymore. But after a day, they were back together. I was dumbfounded.

I always wonder..Does being in love means that you have to suffer?? If yes, I decided not to fall in love (hehehe I think I've decided on that 2 yrs ago)...My parent always thought me not to ever trust any guys and to be careful when I am around them.. I found that girls nowadays trust their bf more than they trust their parent. And some of them started to be promiscuous at a very young age. I remembered my parent and my 2 brothers being so protective that I can't even go and play at the playground which is only 10ft away from the house. I also remembered my dad almost make a police report when I went to the state library without telling him when I was 12..and the consequences?? I wasn't allowed to go out without a chaperon anymore. And until I was doing my degrees, I never go out at nights. And yet I was fine with that rule..

People might say that I have lived a boring life...Maybe there is some truth to that statement..However, I always found a way to enjoy my life without going out..I loves reading a book and I have dozens of pet which will always keeps me company. I have a wonderful siblings though at times I wish I was born being someone else's sibling..I don't bother about having bf during my high school and I only know what bf means when I enter uni..I have my first and my last bf there...I have no regrets. I've been living a perfect teenage life. I play sports (my parent enrolled me to martial art classes when I was 3 yrs old), I have a lot of friends and I have good grades..I don't need a bf to make me feel normal coz what is normal for me doesn't mean it is normal to you.

So ladies out there, please and I really mean it..Please have some respect to yourself..There's no one gonna take a good care on you rather than yourself. Don't live your life for other people, live it for yourself..Don't be like what we've been reading in the news like Syafiah's mother or any other women like which the only thing I can say is bodoh piang and I really think she suits the description. No one will respect you unless you start respecting yourself.