Let sing the "Auld Lang Syne"

In few hours, 2010 will be replaced with 2011. And it seems like a custom every new year there will be a new resolution. But this year I decided to just let go of the idea on having a resolution since it just a waste of time. It just adding some pressure to myself apart from the current one I'm having. This year I decided to just let everything go with the flow. Yup, that's the best!

2010, a year full of memories. The good, the bad and not forgetting the ugly. I made friends, I lost friends but that is just part of adulthood. I even pay my taxes as any good citizen will do (terpaksa sebenarnya :p). I do things without regret, well sort of.

I'm hoping that 2011 will be bringing lots of good things. Something I can learn and cherish for a lifetime. Guess all I have to do is wait for what will happen next but for now I'm in the mood of singing this beautiful song. A song often sung during the new year's celebration. Everyone, let sing together now!

Auld Lang Syne (For all times sake)

Should old acquaintance be forgot,
and never brought to mind ?
Should old acquaintance be forgot,
and old lang syne ?

CHORUS:

For auld lang syne, my dear,
for auld lang syne,
we'll take a cup of kindness yet,
for auld lang syne.

And surely you’ll buy your pint cup !
and surely I’ll buy mine !
And we'll take a cup o’ kindness yet,
for auld lang syne.

CHORUS

We two have run about the slopes,
and picked the daisies fine ;
But we’ve wandered many a weary foot,
since auld lang syne.

CHORUS

We two have paddled in the stream,
from morning sun till dine^† ;
But seas between us broad have roared
since auld lang syne.

CHORUS

And there’s a hand my trusty friend !
And give us a hand o’ thine !
And we’ll take a right good-will draught,
for auld lang syne.

CHORUS


Happy New Year and Have a Great Year Ahead!!

Astro yang bengong

This gonna be a short post..I just can't handle this stupidity again and again..I woke up this morning realising that my Astro connection has been disconnected when my nephew started to yell at the top of his lung coz he cannot watch Play House Disney. Realise that I forgot to pay the bill which was due last week..but so quickly when I enter the office, the first thing to do is to pay the bill..I like paying more than the intended amount..everymonth I will pay double just to avoid interruption. So decide to pay RM250. After that try to call ASTRO at 9.30 am to reconnect the line.This is what happened:

9.45 am
Call ASTRO, awek cun angkat..happy coz my nephew can watch his Dibo now..sekali..
"Sorry our officer could not answer your call since it is outside of the operation hour. Please call again during our operation hour from 9.00 am to 6.00 pm. TQ"

I just have one word in mind right now. The one word is:

BULLSHIT!!!

Operation hour ikut waktu Thailand ker apa??

You and Me...We are different

Since we are a small kid, we are told to follow the rule and to obey the elders. We are told to conform with the society or else we are doom for eternity. But whether we believe it or not, the society has becoming to judgmental and sometimes too ridiculous for us to follow. I must say that I am lucky for I have been raised with such a wonderful parent where we are told to follow our heart on what is right and to not be so quick to judge on something. In fact, if we have something that is bothering us, we can always discuss them with our parent. And my parent also told us that parent is not always right. They can make mistake and we are free to tell them that. Coz for them, what is wrong will still be wrong no matter how you try to justify it.

In this society, standing for what is right can be quite challenging at times. I remember one day when a friend of mine try to voice out her concern on something at the office and she ended up being accused as "Jahat". I was shocked coz few of other people know that what she say is right and the sad thing is only few people stood for her when she was called by the management. I lost faith in truth that day. And I still remember how she cried.

Sometimes people say that I am too outspoken. They say that I should control myself when it comes to speak out to the elders, the management or even the authority. And I just don't understand why I was told such thing. Are we not allowed to say the truth anymore or we are so immune to the lies that we can come to accept anything that is shoved down our throat? I've been called "kurang ajar" a few times and so many other name just for telling the truth. Maybe Tom Cruise was right, you just can't handle the truth. Luckily I still have my family and friends that understand what I'm trying to do. I can't accept stupidity or pure lies. I can't accept people stereotyping other people because they don't follow the majority.

Though I have my own set of thoughts, I still respect people's opinion. People who think before they say something and people who are not so quick to jump the gun. This people are people who always check the fact before telling others something. They would not simply say something juast simply because they want to be popular. They are the minority people who still believe in saying the truth. This people is the rarity in today's world.

No matter what it is, we have to always remember that, others might not always agree with what we are trying to say. We can try to make them understand with the facts that we have but we shall not make assumptions coz assumptions only have 50% accuracy and like one of my lecturer always say, 50% is considered as 0% in the research world. If you want to make assumptions, make sure you are 95% accurate or don't make assumption at all. If people don't agree to what we have, then too bad. But we should never force other people to accept our concept coz some people just don't have a clue. No matter what you say, this kind of people will always use what you say against you. So when this happened, keeping quiet is the best thing to do. Take the high road when other people being worshiped for being so low.

Plain Stupid..'nuff said

I never been interested in politic especially Malaysia's politic. However, I did not turn my back from Malaysia's political scenario coz part of my work requires me to deal with the government and answering to the Parliament. If you ask me what did I think about political scenario in Malaysia. I only have one answer in mind. The answer is, Malaysia's politic is bullshit!!

Nowadays, everyone can be a political leader or even a Member of Parliament. You can have Tom, Dick or Harry to run as a MP but they surely have no clue of what MP should do. All they care is to get more money to buy a new house or car (even a new wife, case and point MP from Kinabatangan..hehehe). Sometimes I feel like we have voted a bunch of clowns to represents us in the Parliament. Vulgar words, stupid questions, trivial arguments and discussing petty stuff is what they do when we as the Rakyat pay them to voice out our concerns.

What irks me the most when they try to make the people fights among each other by spreading more lies. For example, this morning my mom received a call from the Opposition Party (alah party yang sibuk nak bagi leader dia jadi PM tuh). They said they wanted to make another census on our family's political stance (heck?? ada ker such thing??). They ask about our opinion on the current administration and all related stuff and my mom is nice enough to entertain them. But suddenly I heard my mum raising her voice. I discovered later that, the person said to my mum that she is stupid for defending the current Government (my mum did say something nice about the Government..hahaha being a government servant that she is)..I was shocked when I heard this coz who are you to tell people they are stupid in the first place. And what is wrong in defending the hand that feed you.?

I also found a flyer today that say our Government is cruel and heartless because they keep increasing the petrol price and all necessary items. I was shocked this happened at the place where I stay. Fyi, I live in Putrajaya where 95% that stays here are government servant. Reading this flyer which I can safely assume that it was made by a government servant, really annoyed me. Don't get me wrong, I was pretty upset when Government increase the petrol prices. I am a driver and my car need petrol to move. But I'm not going solely blame the Government for it. I am big enough to understand the reason behind the increase. If you not happy with the price, use public transportation, like I did. But don't go spreading lies just to achieve your dirty political target. Do you think that changing the Government can make the petrol price go down?? And for you, yes you the person who made the flyer, if the Government is so heartless like you say, why did you keep staying at the Government quarters. Why bite the hand that feeds you? Why don't you go and work with you beloved leader and ask him to give you a free house.

I did not support the Government or the Opposition. For me, when you are wrong then you are wrong. If we want to see Malaysia moving forward either economically or politically, we should start looking for MPs or someone suitable to represent us, not some bunch of cry babies or big fat cow that we have now. Start looking for someone who really care. If we have that kind of a leader, I might believed in politic again. Maybe I'll go to register myself as a voter. Until then, I will just sit in a corner and just wait and see of another drama in the Parliament. Hey, its like watching a free comedy. All you need is popcorn and can of Coke.

Office Politic

I've been a banker for 2 years, 3 months and 26 days. I joined my current organisation right after I graduated since I was their scholarship holder (by hook or by crook, I have to join them). I have been dreaming of joining this organisation since I was a little girl where I used to follow my dad, who also work in the same place (but don't get me wrong, I didn't get to join the organisation due to cronyism. Tak mainla kroni2..belajar pandai2 sudah). Though I was bonded for four years, I didn't view it as a death penalty as other scholars may think coz I really want to work there.

I was lucky that when I joined the organisation, my department is among the most important department in the organisation. I kept thinking to myself that this department will help me grow. The environment was so good where everyone who is anyone willing to help each other especially when they are new. This is important since working in a financial industry, you will need all the help that you can get. And this is especially important when you are just a young graduate coz you need people in the industry to take you seriously. I've been to a meeting with the industry where not a single person listen to what I have to say. They just prefer me to keep quiet and act all dolled-up. Over time, people have started to see me beyond my age and my face. They have started to listen to what I want to say.

However, life is not all nice and sunny as a banker. Especially since there are few changes in my department's structure, currently. The office politic is getting intense that you can cut the intensity with a knife. Sometimes it does bring me down especially when your work is not credited to you but to some other guy who sits in front of the PC all day long and Google Talking with his friends or busy playing with his Iphone 4 and Blackberry Torch that he just bought. This kind of people can even get away with murder coz they know how to sweet talk to their bosses without having to move their arse off the comfy chair. And for you, who have been doing all the work from 8 am to 8pm. The credit will never be given to you coz you are not the type who is going to go and suck-up to you boss. And coz you believe in doing the work with all your heart.

And the guy who didn't do anything always got the perks. For this guy, I wish you..Go to HELL!!! The time will come when everyone will know what you have done. Don't treat others as if they are stupid or they are you slave, coz believe me when I say that people start to realise your true colour. The clock is ticking, my friend..hehehe

Unifi...where art thou?

I received a called from TMnet on 23 October 2010 to convert my Streamyx account to Unifi. Ok, just to refresh everyone's mind, 23 October falls on Saturday and they called me at 6.30 p.m. Hahaha I was shocked when they told me they are from TMnet, coz I didn't even know that they do marketing on Saturday. Maybe sudah efficient sekarang...hehehe.. At that time I was packing my bag coz I have 1 week conference to attend. To cut the story short, they make an appointment to come at about 8p.m for me to fill up a form and for them to explain to me. Everything is settled within half an hour.

Fast forward to 1 month and 5 days letter, I am still using my Streamyx account and I didn't get the slightest idea of what has happened to my Unifi registration. Did I make any call to TMnet to ask about this? Hell yeah, I did. I called them twice but they said its the vendor that I supposed to be contacting. Try to called the vendor numerous time but end up in the mail-box. I dunno what have they done with the form that I filled. Maybe they used it as nasi-lemak wrapper. Who knows??

I'm still interested in using Unifi. Now all I need is to get a trusted vendor to help me to register or maybe de-register if I need to. Am so sick and tired of waiting for TMnet to response or continue to say that this is the vendor's fault. Yeah I get it, I registered through the vendor but you (TMnet) as the owner of the system should monitor your vendor coz their lack of efficiency is giving you the bad name, not that you don't already have one. I guess this is what consumer in Malaysia have to face on a daily basis. A crappy service from the either from the government or private organisation. And as a customer, we have to put a stop at this. But I just wonder how?

Creative

I need to start doing something new with my life. I should not just focus on my work and family. I need to explore the world. Alamak!!! How to?? I've been doing the same thing since forever. I wake up, go to school now work, come back, eat and sleep. I've been doing it for the last 25 years of my life. I feel like a robot. Gila la..macam mana ni. Lately, I feel that my life doesn't have any value. I don't feel like my existence in this world lead to nothing. I need to be creative. Haish, tu yang susah tu.

I remembered when I was little, there always a lot of things to do. I was engaged with many things such as my taekwando class, badminton training and lots of things. But now, nak keluar rumah pun macam susah. Haish. When talking about being creative, I always wanted to do something creatively. But to be honest, I am not creative. I can't draw, I can't write creatively or play any music. I used to be in a choir group. But that one is past memory. I have a very creative family. My mum and dad are creative. Their art works are to die for. My brothers and little sister are creative. They are a good writer, painter and even a good musician though they didn't pursue it professionally. But when it comes to me..I have na-da..Nothing. If I try to draw a tree, it would turn out to be something else. I have an acoustic guitar, a gift from my dad. But it has been sitting in the cupboard waiting to be played. Last year, I thought of enrolling myself to a guitar class. Sampai sekarang tak enroll lagi.

I realised that my work has started to take chunk of my time. And the impact is major on my life (I've been losing and gaining weight for the past 3 months...GILA!!!). I have been distancing myself with my friends coz I don't have the time to go out. All I want to do is sleep all day long. Hurm maybe I should start doing something new. Maybe I should enroll myself for Guitar lesson or maybe dancing (ehem...badan dah macam kayu ada hati plak)..

2011 is getting closer and I really need to think of something creative to do...I am open to any suggestion coz I really need to do this thing badly to keep my sanity intact. Tolonglah!!!

Bodoh Piang >.< !!!

Alamak dah lama rupanya tak update blog!! Dah abis bersawang. I promised myself to update the blog during fasting month but I was too busy and decided to do it during Raya and tadaaa!! Here I am...The reason I decided to write this blog today is because of this newspaper article that I bumped into while searching something on the net. It is on the abuse of Syafiah Humaira. I almost choked the gum that I was chewing when I read her mother's statement on the court's verdict...

“Saya tidak pernah marah dengan Fazli kerana dia tidak bersalah dan dia tidak ada niat untuk membunuh Syafiah. Saya tetap sayangkan Fazli kerana dia seorang penyayang dan dia sayangkan Syafiah,” katanya.

For Pete's sake!! What on earth does she think?? Saying things like that...The man killed your daughter, lady...How stupid do you have to be when you say that he's not guilty and that you still loves him??? What kind of mom are you?? Seriously, just by reading this article is enough to make me in a bad mood for the whole day...I learnt a new word during Raya that is bodoh piang...And this is a perfect word to use to a person like her. Weyh bodoh betul..Isn't all the evidences enough to tell you that the man is guilty?? Or atleast have some respect for your daughter. She died at his hand and you still dare to say you love him. How dare you?? Luckily I was working during the verdict or else memang mak budak ni nak kena penampar super duper juta-juta kali dengan moi..OMG, you just make my blood pressure goes up..Stupid woman!!

I don't understand why woman tend to act stupidly when they are in love. I have few of my girl friends doing the same thing. I remember during my Uni days, my room mate which I should refer as G were having a long distance relationship. G is a very pretty girl and was also doing well in her study. However, her boyfriend is such an ass. He would always find away to berated her by making nasty remarks such e.g she's fat, she's stupid and even dare to threaten her not to meet him if she didn't try to go on diet. The problem is she already having her ideal weight and there are few guys that are already chasing after her. She then decided to stop eating in order to get the weight that her bf wanted that is 43 kg for her 165cm which is ridiculous to me. After a week she look so pale and as if she would just collapse in a second. on the 7th day of her diet, she was crying when she received a phone call. It was her bf, and she was crying because the bf is now eating with his friends at McD when all she ate for the whole week is a cup of milk everyday. Gila tak?? We as her friend tried to ask her to stop her diet but she wouldn't listen until we decided to call her parent.

I also have a friend who decided to have sex with her bf just to proof to him that she really loves him. When she told me this, it is already too late and they have done it. The worst part it, after a few months the bf became very protective and abusive towards her. And he don't even bother about her parent. I remember once he punched her in front of her court yard. I was there and so does her family. And no one even dare to interfere when finally I decided I couldn't take it anymore. I couldn't let this guy abuse my friend so i threatened to call the police. He then decided to go away and my friend promised that she would not see him anymore. But after a day, they were back together. I was dumbfounded.

I always wonder..Does being in love means that you have to suffer?? If yes, I decided not to fall in love (hehehe I think I've decided on that 2 yrs ago)...My parent always thought me not to ever trust any guys and to be careful when I am around them.. I found that girls nowadays trust their bf more than they trust their parent. And some of them started to be promiscuous at a very young age. I remembered my parent and my 2 brothers being so protective that I can't even go and play at the playground which is only 10ft away from the house. I also remembered my dad almost make a police report when I went to the state library without telling him when I was 12..and the consequences?? I wasn't allowed to go out without a chaperon anymore. And until I was doing my degrees, I never go out at nights. And yet I was fine with that rule..

People might say that I have lived a boring life...Maybe there is some truth to that statement..However, I always found a way to enjoy my life without going out..I loves reading a book and I have dozens of pet which will always keeps me company. I have a wonderful siblings though at times I wish I was born being someone else's sibling..I don't bother about having bf during my high school and I only know what bf means when I enter uni..I have my first and my last bf there...I have no regrets. I've been living a perfect teenage life. I play sports (my parent enrolled me to martial art classes when I was 3 yrs old), I have a lot of friends and I have good grades..I don't need a bf to make me feel normal coz what is normal for me doesn't mean it is normal to you.

So ladies out there, please and I really mean it..Please have some respect to yourself..There's no one gonna take a good care on you rather than yourself. Don't live your life for other people, live it for yourself..Don't be like what we've been reading in the news like Syafiah's mother or any other women like which the only thing I can say is bodoh piang and I really think she suits the description. No one will respect you unless you start respecting yourself.

Practising self control

A month ago, I fell down and hurt myself (Internal bleeding in my stomach). Due to that reason I was given medication and my physician told me that I need to detox my system in order for the medicine to be working.She said that my body contains a lot of toxin and I need to get rid that off.

I have tried different kind of detoxification. Diet, fruit juice, apple cider vinegar...You name it and I've tried all that. I know without proper detoxification it won't work. Why detoxification wouldn't work on me?? The problem lies in my food consumption. I love to eat.

I eat almost everything I can see. I even had few food allergies since baby but it does not stop me from eating the food that causes my allergic reaction.I can't eat all kinds of dairy products. I get rashes, few swollen muscle and fever. But I am a meat eater (Hehehe not a man eater).. Though I do realise the consequences, I just can't help myself. I like challenges and for me eating the stuff I'm allergic to is a part of the challenge.

Ok back to my detoxification. I started my detoxification process on 14 July 2010. With determination that I can last this process for a week. And the very same day, I was reading the newspaper. There it is, in the front page an advertisement on the McDonald GCB. I'm not a big McD fan but the idea of having grilled-burger sound tempting to me. So there goes my first day of detox down the drain. Damn you Ronald!!

Part of the reason why I can't continue to stay in the detox program is Coca Cola. I am a Coke addict. I cannot function a day without at least a can of Coke. It started in the uni days where the vending machine is 15 steps away from my room in uni. I will waste my scholarship (not to forget my PAMA's) to buy can after can of Coke. I even had a friend said "Nasib baikla awak ni scholars xxx, mampu la nak beli Coke bertin-tin sehari"...hehehe..RM1.2O jer pun...Luckily due to my active schedule (read: hyperactive), the Coke never give much problems to my figure..hehehe sometimes adalah gak but I blame my food intake. I eat like a Hantu Raya :P

I tried practise self control. I have even tried to live without Coke or protein for few days (hehehe try nak jadi vegan). However, the red can and the smell of cooked meat always win. Without them my life won't be complete and I would act like a zombie. I was supposed to undergo another detox process again due to tonsil infection last week. The last Coke stats that I checked, I have managed to drink at least 5 bottles of 1.5 litre Coke. hehehe guess I failed again.

I was hoping that bulan Ramadhan will enable me to complete my detoxification process. Hahaha padahal bulan puasa la paling banyak nak crave pun...Adooyai...macam mana ni...My physician won't prescribe any medication until I complete my detox coz she thought it would be useless. My life without medication is like living in a sewer full of bacteria and virus..Haish!!

Open letter to Makcik

Caution: This post may sound a bit emotional. Dedicated to all my makciks where ever you are. No matter whether you in Kelantan, Kedah or Thailand.

Dear Mak Cik,

Its been approximate 10 years since we last saw each other, or maybe 15..I dunno coz I don't even keep track..I guess you are not that important to me or my life. You may be my mum or dad's sister but that is the only way we ever connected. You come so suddenly and acted like you know everything about me. Newsflash, you don't know me at all!! What's that about me not having boyfriend at the age of 25?? Which century have you been living in? And who are you to try to be my match maker??? I don't care if you have a guy at the corner of your housing estate. I don't even care if his single. I don't want to be involved in this absurd activity.

Makcik, stop pressuring my mum and dad. When you pressure Cik Nah, Cik In will double pressure..And when Cik In pressure, I don't think you want to sit around and see what happen.. And what is that about banker and the reason of me not having a boyfriend? Apa kaitan guys don't want to be my boyfriend sebab me being Banker??That is so shallow. Takkan la lelaki tu nak judge me because of my work. And if there is a guy like that, should I leave my job just because you think I need a husband. Peduli la if I came back home at 1 a.m. Who cares if I have to work on Saturday or Sunday. The last time I check my pay slip, you are not the one who's been paying me.

I also had enough of you condemning the way I dressed and they way I act. So what if I always wear pants to work?? So what if I don't wear baju kurung? I'm not asking you to pay my lifestyle nor did I ever ask you to pay my lunch. If a guy don't like the way I dressed, then too bad..I am what I am. I don't live in this world to please you or every one else. I live just for me.

Don't be afraid if I still don't have boyfriend at the age of 25 or I don't have a clue of what type of guy I like. I know that most of my cousins got married at the average age of 20 but I have my own vision and it does not have you inside it. I know you just being jealous coz I earned thousands of Ringgit a month while your daughter is waiting for her husband to give her money for clothing and milk formula while nursing her 4 and a half kids at the age of 23. I'm not gonna be like her. My parent spent a lot of money for me to get to where I am. I'm not wasting it to trivial things like that.

Makcik, I may one day have a husband or maybe I don't. If I do, I will try my best to be a good wife and mother and if I don't I will always be happy in what I got. Rather you keep on being worry about me, I would like to suggest that you start worry of the baby making machine that you have there. We don't want to add on the human population with limited resources, don't we??

Regards xoxo,
Your rebellious niece (^_^)

Domesticated me..meowww!!

Its been awhile since I last updated my blog. Busy is one thing, kemalasan is another.A lot of things happened in this past few weeks. Work is still the same. Biasala bank mana yang tak busy. Kerja kalau tak melimpah bukan namanya bank. I'm not going to rant about my work. Dah tak larat.

I learned the meaning of true independent this past week. I was left alone at home by my parent. Mummy overseas and dad with his homestay. So, I was left with 6 overweight cats. I never experienced being left alone before. Haha tetiba terasa seperti anak manjala pulak (read: memang pun, tapi tak macho kalau mengaku). Since I don't have packed social agenda, my daily routine basically waking up, feed the cats, go to work, come home, feed the cats and sleep.

Since mummy is not around, I've been entrusted to do the house chores. Yes, ladies and gentleman, I seldom do the houseworks. Usually mummy or our housekeeper will do it. So, mummy is not around and since the housekeeper only come during weekend and when mummy is around, I have to do the cleaning, cooking and what not. Seriously rasa insaf babe. huhuhu. Last sunday, being a good daughter as I always does, I decided to do all the cleaning by myself. No housekeeper, please. Nak belajar jadi surirumah. So I washed all the clothes and decided to hang them. My dryer was quite high and though I'm quite tall, I still need to stand on a stool to hang the clothes. Suddenly, without realizing that the stool is not stable I climbed to hang the washed clothes. Out of sudden the stool became shaky and I fell down to the floor with my stomach hitting the stool. Hard. Rasa senak la kejap but realising how stupid it is, I laughed at myself. First attempt nak jadi surirumah...FAILED!!!

1 and a half day later, I had a very bad stomachache and are nauseating. Whatever I ate will definitely go out. I figured there is something wrong due to the big fall and decided to go to clinic. True enough after an ultrasound, the doctor found a small bleeding and an infection. That is why my stomach became swollen. I look like 3 months pregnant. There goes all the sexiness...Haish. I was given an injection and was told to take everything slow. I have to walk slow, talk slow and not to laugh. Ayat terakhir doktor "Jangan lasak-lasak sangat" and ironically, I accidentally hit the door on the way out...And the doctor was laughing hard.

Mummy didn't know about this incident. I only told daddy and he was worried at first pastu a few minutes later dia gelak..Cess sampai hati. I'm in real pain. I guess this whole domestic life is not for me. Hahaha I should stay with what I was meant to do that is to be a banker. If I ever get married, I might need to hire a maid. I think this incident will scarred me for life.Hehehe (^_^)

Right now I have to control everything. I cannot laugh, cannot jump around or even drink coke cola which is my staple diet..huhu..But knowing me, I have kantoi with non stop laughing and jumping. Coke jer tak dapat minum sebab banyak sangat doktor tak bertauliah..Dang!!

I never thought that house chores is hazardous. I blamed my mummy for not warning me at the first place. Hahaha lagi nak derhaka. Mummy, you better get me the handbag that I wanted..hehehe..I have total respect to all housewives. How can they do all these chores. It should be featured in the episode of the "Dirty Job". Mike Rowe, I dare you to be a housewife for a day. heee..

I'm on healing mode right now. Since stomach still swelling, even dressing to work is an effort. Tengah nak fikir what should I wear to cover my stomach. Haish. Idea,please...

Love is blind (~_~)

My day start as usual today.. Went to work using ERL and after that using the Komuter to my office.. However, something quite unusual happened while I was waiting for the Komuter. When I came down to the platform while listening to my fave song in the Ipod, I heard a lady's voice. I thought it must be the KTM's announcement thus continue to make my way to the usual place where I always wait the Komuter. While waiting, I saw 2 new KTM staff standing in front of a lady sitting on the bench..I saw her talking to her handphone..Through my earphone, I decided to eavesdrop and this is what I heard...

Lady : Huwaaaa...sampai hati abang buat macam ni, setelah apa yang kita lalui (By this time,my eyes feel like popping out from the socket)

KTM Staff: Kak, kenapa ni..Sabar la.. (The 2 male staff trying their best to console her)

And by this time the lady's voice is getting louder..

Lady: Kenapa abang buat xxx menderita. xxx cintakan abang (Huh terus rasa macam tengok drama swasta kejap..mana taknya siap hentak-hentak kaki)

The 2 KTM's staff look at me trying to get my sympathy...Haha sorry la yer..saya tak reti nak berdrama swasta pepagi ni. I just want to go to work. And then, out of no where there is this Pakcik. From the way he dressed, he looked like orang alim. He walk to the 2 staff and kindly ask what happened..After being told by one of the staff..

Pakcik: Nak, sabar nak...Tak elok anak dara menangis depan orang ramai (huwaa pakcik tu hebat and cool...mana dia tau yang menangis ni anak dara?? Hebat-hebat..hehehe)

And what really surprise me, after the girl heard what the pakcik said, she start to sob even louder...

Lady : Abang, xxx masih cintakan abang..sampai hati abang..huwaaaaaaaa (She later throw her handphone to the floor and hit one of the KTM staff.. Kesian staff tu, tak pasal-pasal)

I can feel that everyone started to get annoy by this lady's behaviour. I think that pakcik mesti rasa macam nak tampar laju-laju jer kat minah tu..Me?? I tried my best to stay as far as possible from the drama..Even masa Komuter sampai pun, I was the first one boarding the train... Malu weyh..Dah la perempuan, sebangsa pulak tu..

Seriously, I just don't understand why must girl throw away their dignity just because of 1 guy...worth it ker melalak tempat awam hanya kerana seorang lelaki yang entah yer or entah tidak gonna be your life partner one day..My parent never teach me to be this low. It is a disgrace to see a Malay lady like her behaved in that kind of behaviour.. If the guy did cheat on you, save every last bit of your dignity and move on..He is stupid for leaving you. Why must you behaving this way?? He is not going to come back and worse people only talk bad things about you without even knowing who's the real culprit really is..Malu sorang-sorang jer..

To girls out there, love can be blind. But blind people can still use their brain to think before doing anything. If ever this situation happens to you, please and please hold your dignity and not to stoop to the lowest level. Jangan la buat malu kaum..

Digi collaborating with CELCOM?? Say it isnt soooo!!!

Owh god!! My eyes are playing tricks on me.. It cannot be true.. Please tell me I am dreaming. This is so unfair, though I already know that life is supposed to be unfair. Tapi kenapa benda ni terjadi?? Huwaa...Digi, how can you make this stupid collaboration with CELCOM (read this)?? Of all the telco we have in Malaysia, why do you have to choose them?? Their services is at not as par as what you have offered..

I know that this is a business decision, but should a customer have a say on this issue?? I for once hate CELCOM's services. They suck big time. I used CELCOM for nearly 10 years before changing to DiGi. 10 years of pure torture. It is not just me. The whole family used CELCOM and now we have been a loyal supporter of the fat yellow guy...hehehe

I may sound dramatic, but hey am I to be blamed when after 10 years all you got is a total headache. Owh by the way, CELCOM u still owe me rm126. Jangan buat-buat lupa. I will wait till the doomsday... Erm, anyone know about Maxis services. I think I might need to reconsider my telco provider again..huuu

Facts about KTM Komuter

I never thought that one insignificant even would lead to a major chaos. I guessed that all Malaysian had already knew about what happened to our Komuter service for the past three days (yang tak tau tu, u better crawl inside a cave and die). The Komuter service was disrupt due to a cargo train derailed near Bank Negara. So, the miserable story of my life begins...

As usual, I am a loyal user of public transportation . I've used all kind of public transport and I even have to take 2 different mode of public transportation just to get to work everyday. I also have seen the good, the bad and the fugly things about public transportation. So when the government announced the NKRA to improve the urban public transportation, I was quite skeptical..No, wait a minute, I laughed at the idea so bad that my tummy hurt.

I would not say much about the train derailment. Nak buat macam mana dah nak terbalik. I don't have any superpower to stop such things from happening. But what irks me was the inefficiency of the KTM Berhad to handle this matter. Let me explain in-depth the example of their inefficiency.

1. Lack of Communication
I reached KL Sentral Monday morning to board the train to my office and I discovered that all Touch n Go are not working. I noticed KTM's staff standing 5 meter away from me with a lady in front of him. I try to get his attention but to no avail thus I decided to increase the volume of my voice. Success!! He finally noticed me (mana nak dengar kalau sibuk mengayat). I tell him about my problem and he rudely said to me "Try lagi skali". WTH?? How many times do I have repeating the same process?? After a few try, I managed to go down to the platform only to discover there are sea of people there. But hey, its a usual scenario for KTM Komuter and I don't give a damn. Until I heard someone saying, train rosak and tak boleh jalan. After a few minutes, come the security officer telling us that we should get an alternative transport. Huh?? Apasal tak bagitau awal2.. And mind you, the derailment happened at 12 midnight, therefore all KTM's staff should know about this. Habis yang mamat KTM yang sibuk nak mengorat tu tak bagi tau awal-awal, apasal?? Makan gaji buta ker??

2. Inconsiderate
The next day I try to use the Komuter again, this time KTM has already open 1 route for all for destination. So, delay in all train schedule is expected. I clearly understand that situation, but what I did not understand is when I have to be in a crowded train, and the train is at a complete stop with air-conditioner being switch-off..Bengong ker apa?? I don't care about me, what about makcik-makcik and pregnant ladies in the train?? It must have been a painful experience for them. And again, the passengers were left in the dark without knowing what happened. Ikut hati rasa macam nak terjun dari train tu.

3. Ladies' Coach is not for ladies, KTM Berhad just stick the pictures so that the train would look pretty
Ini yang paling bodoh. I always thought that the ladies' coach are for ladies and men are not allowed to board that section. Or am I wrong?? I noticed that there are many guys inside the ladies's coach and they don't feel embarrassed about that. I'm talking about manly man here, not the type who suffered from major spine problem a.k.a Pondan. I decided to politely tell a guy to board the normal coach. His answer "Weyh apasal sibuk?? Ko tak nampak ker ramai je lelaki dalam coach ni?" Huh?? WTH?? And this incident happened right in front of an auxiliary police who I assumed that part of her duty is to ensure no guy is allowed to enter the ladies' coach. I was looking at that police, and she just smile and went away like nothing ever happened. I was so pissed off and so did Cik Nun. At the time I feel like kicking her 3 inch make-up covered face with my 2 and a half inch heels. Biar padan muka. Keje kat situ setakat tayang muka jer ker?? Haish.

4. The staff are not there to help you, instead they are there to laugh at you when you are being crushed by other passenger
No doubt that due to this derailment, all train would be packed like sardines in a can. In fact I think sardines Cap Ayam would have more space in the can compare to what I have in the train every day. People would try their best to push you every time they have the chance and the worst is at KL Sentral station. You cannot even find your way out from the train since people are pushing from all directions. But you can also notice there was a tiny voice sometimes with chuckle saying "Beri laluan, beri laluan". However, the physical person is no where to be found. Finally, when you have successfully get yourself out from the misery, you can see a bunch of KTM staff or sometimes the auxiliary police were having a chat among them. They were exchanging gossips instead of monitoring the situation. Once I was so pissed of, I just scream at the top of my lung "Staff KTM makan gaji buta". They were all looking at me with evil eyes. Do I care? Nope because part of my tax money are being used to pay their salary. So, shut up and do your work.

So there goes, a few example of KTM Komuter's inefficiency. Some people might say, why just scream at your blog and did not do anything about it. Well my friend, I have complained to the press, to KTM and even to the Ministry about the inefficiency. I guess they just use my letters and email to alas tempat makan dorang je kot. So, now you guys can understand why I didn't believe in this NKRA stuff. I think this is just a popularity contest. Sapa yang boleh settle their KPIs first. Tanya Minister of Transportation, pernah ker dia rasa duduk dalam Komuter sesak takder air-cond for more than 30 minutes, pernah ker kaki dia tersepit in between the platform or pernah ker dia kena sexually harassed in the Komuter?? Kalau setakat setahun sekali naik Komuter pakai bodyguard, please go and crawl inside a cave and die. You didn't even know what the Rakyat feel, so stop making stupid promises.

Myself or Somebody Else

I've celebrated my birthday 3 days ago...The day I turned into a quarter of century. Hahaha I like to use that phrase instead of telling people that I'm turning 25 (nampak macam gempak). Though I didn't get to celebrate my birthday (balik keje nearly at 1 a.m a day before and going back to work at 7 a.m) but my colleagues at the office is trying to cheer me up with buying me cake and singing their lungs out..Seriously, I think they need to stick with their daily job..hehehe I still love you guys though my eardrums suffered some trouble because of the singing. There are also adorable gifts from my twins and manager. But I cannot stop myself from laughing when I think about it.

My twin, Che Nun decided to give me books about cat coz she knew that I am a cat lover. One book in particular is a book about cats and wigs. She tell me to take some pointer of how to be a lady from a cat... But the best gift I get is from my manager, she decided to give me a lipgloss from Dior collection.FYI, I did not wear any lipstick or lipgloss. I feel that I look like a pig if I wear lipstick (quoting Joe Biden's sarcastic remarks to Sarah Palin). There was a hidden message behind the lipstick. It was with intention for me to start acting like a girl...Cess

I always know since I was in school that I am not the typical girlie girl who likes to wear make up. In fact I started to wear heels and mascara when I start working (takkan nak gi meeting muka macam mak lampir??). I know that I can be harsh sometimes, be it physical or with word. I can punch harder than any guy next to me. However, over time I try to portray myself as an independent girl but not too girlie (I tak kuasa nyah nak lembik-lembik ni..Penat!). I still remember one advice given by my bestfriend. She said "If you want a boy to like you, then you have to be girlish and dependent to them. Guys don't like tough chick". Huh! Biar betul?? But come to think of it,I do think what she told me is true.

Though I appreciate advice and gestures by all my friends, I can't be a girl that they wanted me to be. Susah ar nak jalan control pastuh nak cakap slow-slow. I'm not Paris Hilton and I can't act dumb though sometimes I do wish that I can be a bimbo...Hakhak ada gak orang buat wish macam tu...I stand guided in what I believed in and I prefer being me than being somebody else. I don't give a damn if I don't attract any guys rather than I have to fake myself to be miss girlie-girlie..Tak rela mak!!

Benda Bodoh

I love to do stupid things. Sometimes I do believed that if I do stupid thing it would then become not stupid thing. Hahaha this is a case of mind over matter, my friend. Over nearly a quarter century of my life (oohh, I sounded really old), I had done thousands if not millions of stupid things. Sometimes I do laugh about it at the end of the day but most of the time I feel like smacking my own head for doing such things.

Depending own what I do, some people might think that what I've done is weird and there are some people who thought that the thing I did is kinda cute (hehehe maybe because I'm cute)..However, I do believed that by doing the stupid things we would end up understanding ourselves and becoming a better person, though some people might not understand it..

Like pepatah orang melayu ada menyebut "Biarkan si Luncai terjun dengan labu-labunya"..haha I like that pepatah though it always been associated with a negative connotation, but look on the bright side, do we really know what si Luncai thinks at that point in time? Do we really understand his feeling when he decided to take a risk and jump into the river with his pumpkins? For me Luncai is a brave guy, no matter what other people say. And though he died of drowning, I still thinks that he deserved to be called a hero caused he decide on his own life and not anyone else. He died as a free-man and not as other person's hostage.

Monologue of lost soul

I think I'm overstress..Yes its because of my work..Though I had sign my life away with the devil when I accepted the position, I never knew that it would turn out to be this way..Trying to be positive and looking for all the good things in life but the stress are so powerful that sometimes I forget how to enjoy life. I forget what is like to go out and have fun. I can't even remember when my last holiday is and how does it feel. Sound pathetic, do I?

Gonna be 25 in few days. I was hoping (or more like praying) that something wonderful would happen to me. But I don't really believed in magic coz I know magic doesn't exist. I need all the energy I can get to stay awake and positive. I'm fully drained and had lost my way. I need guidance but there is no where to look for.

I am looking for the light at the end of the tunnel...Will there be a light when I reached there??
I look up and try looking for the silver lining in the sky, but I couldn't see any. Have I been blinded by the bright light?

Melayu atau Me-layu?

Ok sebelum nak mula citer kena terangkan dulu..saya orang Melayu, agama Islam dan mak ayah saya orang melayu walaupun ada kacukan Thailand. Tapi saya dibesarkan sebagai orang Melayu. Ok, sekarang sudah terbukti yang saya melayu walaupun bukan 100%.

Ok now back to the story..Walaupun saya orang melayu tapi sebenarnya saya akan rasa irritate bila dapat tahu pasal kisah orang-orang melayu yang layak dilenyekkan dengan steamroll..Orang melayu macam mana?? There are too many types of irritating Malays that at 1 point in time u lose count. For example, orang melayu yang buat business. Time nak suruh kita beli barang, cakap punya gah, service kononya hebat sangat. Janji macam-macam sampai kalau nak kira macam tak logik. Tapi bila execution, lebih teruk daripada budak yang baru nak masuk tadika. This just happened to me last 2 week, when my mum gi menggatal nak pasang Streamyx (padahal kat rumah dah guna Celcom Broadband). Jumpa dealer streamyx masa promotion kat Alamanda and after isi all the relevant document, they promise to install everything within three days or worse 1 week. So everything been said and done,we went home hoping that within a week we can use the new service. Tup tup hari ini, which means genap 2 minggu baru call kata nak pasang. Apa kes?? Selalu dengar businessman Melayu cakap kalau business dorang tak laku sebab orang dengki and macam-macam lagi. But the real reason behind it ialah businessman melayu majoritinyer pemalas and suka cari jalan mudah. Lepas tu bila ada bangsa lain maju mulalah nak dengki. Padahal salah sapa??

And kalau cakap pasal orang melayu, kita mesti tak boleh tinggal bab Hiburan. Hiburan ngan orang melayu ni dah sebati. Sebab tu kat TV ada macam-macam program dari program untuk orang muda sampai ke yang dah nak Isya'. Program-program realiti tak payah ceritala. Dah macam-macam, kalah duduk kat Hollywood. Tapi yang peliknyer, dalam banyak-banyak program realiti nih, yang ada substance bley bilang ngan jari tangan kanan je.Program merepek pulak yang banyak. Dari rancangan paling bodoh i.e Akademi Fantasia sampailah ke pertandingan nyanyi bebudak. Apa yang best sangat tengok anak melayu melompat terkinja-kinja? Pastuh menangis and gelak tak tentu hala. Yang mak bapak pun satu, seboleh2 nak bagi anak masuk benda macam ni. Pastu bila anak-anak jadi tak tentu arah sibuk nak salahkan budaya Barat. Where on earth do u get this idea??

Orang melayu memang suka mencari kesalahan orang lain. Walaupun salah tu kecil and tak significant langsung tapi sibuk nak pukul canang bagi seantero dunia tau. Case and point, I went to a bookstore last week and I did come across a book title "Agenda Yahudi". I did some scanning and discover some of the point such as orang yahudi nak sesatkan umat Islam dengan guna Facebook, lalaikan ngan menggunakan hiburan etc. It makes me think. Really?? Does being a FB user makes u sesat?? And I did my own research, almost all reality programmes in Malaysia made by Malay.So kat mana Yahudinyer??I know that some people might say ni semua pengaruh Yahudi. Come on, people! How shallow can you be?? Even kalau betul yahudi nak sesatkan kita, are we too dumb and too weak to say no? Or are we just being ignorant and just love to finger pointing at others. I do admit yang Yahudi selalu ada hidden agenda. So does Malay, ladies and gentleman. So kalau anak melayu terlompat-lompat macam beruk kena belacan, jangan salahkan Yahudi tapi salahkan Akademi Fantasia.

I know some Malay may label me as ungrateful or whatever negative label that come to their mind. And some might already feel the heat. But as a malay, I cannot stand when I look at my own race being ridiculed because of their own stupidity.Dah banyak sangat stereotype pasal orang melayu.Kalau sebut melayu orang akan fikir pasal buang anak, rasuah, poligami, witchcraft and dengki. Susah melayu nak diassociatekan dengan benda yang positive. I'm sick and tired looking at the younger generation acting stupidly in public places. I sick and tired when the Malay politician keep saying 1 thing and only to be doing another. I cannot find a distinct Malay role model. Is being a Malay that bad??No, its not. But being Malay and to see her own race tumbling down is a disaster. I seriously think that 1 day, this race will vanish entirely from the face of the earth and I'm praying hard that it would not happen during my time.

So, a reminder to myself and other Malays out there. Wake up and smell the coffee!! Stop being complacent with what we have, coz it will disappear someday. Embrace learning, be it in a book or from experience. Stop blaming others and start correcting yourself coz no one will help you unless you help yourself. What do you think?

GENIUS Equation

I would like to share something.. This is an email that I received from a colleague of mine. It is a funny email and I do think that the person creating this equation is GENIUS!! Here are the equation that I think that the concept does apply to us.

Equation 1


Human = eat + sleep + work + enjoy
Donkey = eat + sleep

Therefore: Human = Donkey + Work + enjoy

Therefore: Human-enjoy = Donkey + Work

In other words,
A Human that doesn't know how to enjoy = Donkey that works

Equation 2

Man = eat + sleep + earn money
Donkey = eat + sleep

Therefore:
Man = Donkey + earn money

Therefore:
Man-earn money = Donkey

In other words
Man who doesn't earn money = Donkey

Equation 3

Woman= eat + sleep + spend
Donkey = eat + sleep

Therefore:
Woman = Donkey + spend
Woman - spend = Donkey

In other words,
Woman who doesn't spend = Donkey

To Conclude: >From Equation 2 and Equation 3

Man who doesn't earn money = Woman who doesn't spend

So Man earns money not to let woman become a donkey!
And a woman spends not to let the man become a donkey!

So, We have:
Man + Woman = Donkey + earn money + Donkey + Spend money

Therefore from postulates 1 and 2, we can conclude

Man + Woman = 2 Donkeys that live happily together!

So, what do you think?

Near weekend post

Yeayyy!! Finally dapat juga tulis blog after tangguh almost a week. Itupun sebab berjaya melarikan diri dari office before 8 p.m, kalau tak memanglah tergendala semua hajat. Tomorrow is weekend, so basically today supposed to be a day to partayyy!! But not for me, coz all I want to do is to spend my weekend sleeping..hakhakhak ni case nak cover a week punya tido.

Ok that is the snapshot of what I'm going to do over the weekend. But this is not why I want to update my blog, though blog ni dah jadi macam diary gue no. 2. ahak. I want to tell you what I felt about being in the work force. Ok,let me start by saying that I work in a banking sector but not private nor government..heee..So basically there will be major difference kalau nak compare ngan orang yang keje ngan Government. Tapi I did think that making this kind of comparison will be fun.

I remember when I was a little girl, my grandma always said to my dad "Hang jangan nak memandai bagi anak hang keje Bank. Aku tamao anak dara hang dok keje sampai malam,balik pukul 2-3 pagi" (Pardon my loghat utara, saya mmg fail bab loghat)..haha if ever my grandma knew what is my profession now, she would make sure my family will not get a penny out of her wealth. Mana taknya, keluar rumah matahari belum muncul then balik plak bila matahari dah hilang. I must admit that working in a bank requires you to finish your work not only on time but urgently. Everything need to be done ASAP. Kalau tak nanti KPI tak sampai. Nak tau apa itu KPI? Tanya dengan orang keje ngan Government..ahak

I must admit that I do enjoy my work and I do enjoy getting paid (hahaha coz I didnt get this kind of salary if I had to work with the Government..I am a materialistic after all). But kena ingat, hanya orang yang berdaya tahan jer yang boleh survive keje in Banking industry. And this is what I've signed for with my blood and sweat (terdramatikla plok...heee). I should consider myself lucky coz I was the first among my classmate to get a job, thanks to the scholarship. Kalau tidak mesti sekarang ni masihla dok menghabiskan beras mak bapak kat rumah..haish..

What ever it is, I must admit that I do love my job though I did experienced shit every now and then. But hey, that is what people called challenge and life without challenges would be so dull. I don't mind working late as long as there is someone else working late too (sapa lagi kalau bukan twinku, Cik Nun..hehehe).

Ignorant can kill

I am a user of public transportation...I use all kind of public transportation during my student days until I'm working. I don't have problem commuting with the public transport. The problem that I always encountered in using the public transportation is ignorant. I don't know why there are some people when they step their foot inside the public transportation, they seem to shut off their logical side of the brain.

I've experienced all kind of ignorant in the public transportation. But the one that really irks me is when people rushing to get into the train/erl/bus/lrt or whatever mode of transportation that we have...Why people? why?? What are you rushing for?? If you are rushing because you are already late, why don't you get the early train? Or maybe you think the train will leave you if you don't rush and push to get your way inside. Whatever it is, it show how ignorant you are. Do you know that it is dangerous to push people just to get into the train? Are you really the type of ignorant people that you cannot even think about this easy stuff? What if you push the people in front of you, and he/she that has already queued up in front (because they are earlier than you) fell between the gap of the train and the platform? Have you ever thought of such thing?

The other thing that really annoyed me is when people doesn't have the empathy to let people in need to seat. Older people, pregnant women or woman with child need this seat more than you do. I have see a few times where a guy just play dumb when they realised that a pregnant woman is standing beside their seat. Where is your chivalry? Are men in this generation have already lose their gentlemeness (i don't think such word exist, but who cares). Did it never occur in your mind that this pregnant lady is tired and need this seat??

Every now and then when I do encounter this kind of situation, I will always speak my mind. Especially when I see people pushing other people for the sake of getting into the train. I've experienced numerous "evil eye" because of my laser mouth.But I just can't stand stupid and ignorant people. You can give me your good for nothing "evil eye" but as a responsible citizen I have a right to tell you that what you are doing is wrong. And mind you, I'm allergic to ignorant people. So what do you think?

Saya yang sangat sibuk...

Whoaa dah lama tak update blog...dah lebih sebulan rupanya..Bukan sebab tak nak update but sebab I'm too busy with work. Banyak benda yang berlaku but tak sempat nak cerita. Dah masuk April baru sedar yang blog ni dah jadi macam blog terbiar.. So let me start with the updates.

Banyak benda jadi time bulan March..I get new friend and I've lost a friend that is so close to my heart (dia tak mati), I've finally changed my mobile phone n telco provider (padan muka Celcom, lain kali pandai2 jaga customer yer), and also like usual I've been dump with tonnes of works...huhu sangat tak best...Ok cerita satu-satu..

Firstly, about making friends, biasalah bagi orang yang mesra alam macam moi, making friends are not difficult..I like to talk and I like to smile, so I guess that is the reason why people can be so comfortable around me tho sometimes I might look a bit cocky especially when I'm tired on tension (haha tell me, who in the banking industry never feel tired and tension when it comes about work?). I always welcomed new friends coz I like to be in a company. Ok enough of my friendliness, now I wanna talk about losing friend. It hurts, it hurt more than losing a boyfriend and money (mind u, I'm materialistic). But being me, I'm the type of friend that are always going to speak my mind even if it will hurt u. If you ask me something, I will tell you the most honest answer whether you like it or not. I'm not the type of friend who will always sugarcoating the situation and if you don't like it, then too bad. This is exactly what happened between me and my friend. Why didn't I apologize to her? Coz I'm done with trying to speak my mind and then end-up being seen as the bad girl. It's not going to happen anymore. However, I'm going to miss our colourful friendship. Hopefully, 1 day she will understand the reason for the things I did..

Ok now on the lighter note, I've changed by sony ericsson handphone to a blackberry. Now ladies and gentleman, I have 3 idle phone sitting in a box waiting to rot. I've also changing my telco provider from being a Celcom user to a Digi customer out of grudge. Padan muka Celcom, customer service yang paling buruk dalam dunia. CEO dia tak pernah check ker customer service dorang?? Haish. I love Digi punya customer service, sangat sopan and efficient..tak menyakitkan hati walaupun line Digi ni bley ar kata hidup segan mati tak mahu..but so far I've never encounter problem with Digi. Haha tapi yang paling best, the whole household that convert jadi Digi user thanks to me. Giler kuat pengaruh. So bye-bye Celcom and helloo Digi..

And kalau nak cerita pasal work, I think sampai mati or I quit my organisation pun my workload takkan berubah..1 lagi benda yang tak berubah is me being single.Haha tetiba jer nak cakap pasal status. Though I'm embracing my singlehood but sometimes it is good to have someone to talk to..I'm currently having my crush on someone at work (the longest crush ever, nearly 2 years). Though I rarely see him in the organisation (coz I work in a very big organisation and we didn't work in the same department). Haha pathetic sangat come to think of it. Most of my friends know about this crush loving thing but it only ends there sebab there is no way I can tell him that I like him (news is, he already have a girlfriend...bhuuu). But itis okay coz I always believed in faith though I'm not a firm believer in love. So for now I just go with a flow..

Basically, that is my monthly update. 1 month of activities summed in a blog. Hebat gak kan?? What do you think??

If i pay u money, I expect for a good service

Have you experience a very bad customer service?? I do and often times it pissed me off. It pissed me off when I've paid them and all i get is crap (in term of services). Selalunya situasi ni akan terjadi kat restoran-restoran. Be it a classy restoran or just a street hawker. Lagi memanaskan hati bila kita kena bayar charge for their crappy services. Tapi jangan katakan restoran jer yang ada service macam ni, kekadang tempat macam klinik, bank dan tidak dilupakan juga kaunter-kaunter perkhidmatan kerajaan. Hahaha mesti orang kata, standardla kaunter kerajaan macam tu, dorang kan free. Free your butt...abis yang tiap-tiap tahun dok bayar cukai tu tak dikira bayar ker??

Pengalaman paling menyakitkan hati berlaku kat sebuah kedai jeans yang agak glamer gak. Baru masuk kedai tu terus jer salesgirl tuh cakap "Erm sorry miss, rasanya kitaorang takder saiz miss". WTF, i didn't ask for anything and why did she has to say such thing. And fyi, this is not the first time i went to this shop (different outlet) and buy things from it, so why do you have to say that you dont have my size?? Well i don't have the model size but I'm not size 22!! Jangan kerana tengok yang masuk tuh orang melayu pakai pun selekeh jer and berat lebih dari berat budak umur 11 tahun, you have to say such a hurtful things. Cuba yang masuk tu foreigner, size dah ala-ala Oprah or Gabourey Sidibe, would you tell her the same thing you tell me?? Would you.??

I notice mostly bad customer services that I've received usually from my own race. Yes, bangsa melayu yang suka melayan orang sebangsa macam hina sangat. Biasanya, dorang ni fikir orang melayu yang masuk kedai dorang, especially high-end store, tak mampu nak beli barang kat kedai tuh..News for you, sekarang orang melayu pun dah ramai yang kaya and can afford to shop at high-end places. Okay, I'm not trying to be cocky or saying that I'm rich. I just want you to respect you customer, who, if you have short memory span, is the one paying your salary. Ingat kalau takder customer, korang bley dapat gaji ker? Dream on.

I don't expect when I go into any shop that I'll be treated with a VIP treatment nor do I expect to be treated like a big piece of trash. All I need is for you, as a service provider, be it sales assistant, waiter or even telephone operator to respect me in a way a customer should be respected. After all if I pay you good money, I'll expect you to give me good services. If you can't do that, I would like to offer you a simple solution i.e. Just close the goddamn shop!! Treat people the way you would like to be treated. That's all I'm saying. And trust me on this, when a customer is happy, they always come back and bring business to you. But if you treat them like a crap, I'll promise you, words are dangerous than a poison. What do you think?

Donald Trump is a stupid bald guy with toupee

Yes he is. He just like to get into people's nerve. Maybe he is just lucky that he is rich but richness can't buy intelligence and guess what Mr. Trump, apparently you are one of the rich people without brain. OMG, im so mad at this stupid ignorant bald guy. I was mad at his comments that Al-Gore should be stripped from the Nobel Prize due to snowstorms hitting U.S..Okay2 let me explain..I'm not a member of Greenpeace (although I love to join them) but global warming doesn't just affect U.S. Bad news Mr. Trump, when people talking about global warming it means the global a.k.a the earth is experiencing unusual heat not just United State of America. Guess you need to get in touch with your Geography teacher. What's his name again??

To clear everything up, I'm not a fan of Al-Gore, not after what he said at the APEC Summit 1998. But put everything aside, what he said about global warming is true. And it is everyone's responsible to take care of the earth. It is not a duty of an individual but the whole community. Hear that Mr. Trump?? Owh dear, maybe your toupee is blocking your ear, that is why you can hear a simple fact..

The evidence of global warming is so apparent. Just look at the weather nowadays, it is either extremely hot or extremely cold. I'm so sick of people not knowing how to appreciate the earth. Some people just things for granted. Things like recycling, using earth-friendly product and so on.

Maybe some people thought...hey, if you feel hot, then just switch on the aircond or if you feel cold then just shut the fan. But what if the earth happens to no longer be a safe place for human beings. Where it shows its true colour...tornadoes, tsunami, earthquake and etc...Where are we going to run to?? Ok2...chill I'm not going to scare the hell out of anyone's pant...

So now people might understand why I'm so mad at Donald Trump and millions of people like him. They are selfish types of people who think that with money they can buy anything including the earth. What a selfish pig..hehehe there, I've finally said it. I truly believe that it is our responsibility to make the earth a safe place to live. Coz earth is the only place we can live in. Forget about all the hype about Mars, Pluto or whatever. We need like million years to prove that we can survive out there and really with only U.S scientists are the one in charge of the research, do you think they will bring us there if anything ever happens to the earth??

The solution is simple: Do your part in saving the earth even though it start with a small thing. Remember, small is better than nothing...heee What do you think??

Single and ready to mingle..

14 February is a much awaited date for all couples especially girls (girl jer yang slalunye lebey2 bila time Valentine). Tapi bagi yang single, Valentine's Day takder apa-apa makna pun. Kalau nak ikutkan dalam Islam, Valentine's Day memang diharamkan sambutannya. Bila Valentine's Day, I always wonder, Do we only celebrate love on 14 Feb?? Kalau hari lain tak bley nak sambut ker?? Jawapan yang selalu diterima...ala hari lain boleh sambut, tapi bila 14 February dia jadi gempak skit, lebey romantik. Romantik ur head...sejak bila plak love should be limited on certain days..Tak pernah plak ada rules yang cakap macam tuh or did I missed the memo??

For single like moi, we prefers to celebrate S.A.D i.e. Single Awareness Day...A day where all singles should learn to appreciate themselves and be happy that we are commitment-free. Time nilah semua single patut rasa bersyukur that we don't have to make ourselves go migraine just to think of what to buy for our partner...harus diingat, nak beli bunga time Valentine's Day dah ala-ala nak beli sepasang kasut Jimmy Choo (I think I should quit my job and sell flowers during Valentine)...

Sebenarnya jadi single ni seronok (okeh, I try not to sound pathetic...ermm). Bila single dan tak terikat dengan apa-apa komitmen, we can do anything that we want without anyone stopping us (kepada twinku, anyone ni tak termasuk parent yer...heee:P). When we have someone else in our life, we tend to do something according what we thought will please them even though it does not necessarily pleases us. Sometimes, it would lead to us losing our own identity. So for those yang tak bersedia lagi nak commit, being single is the best answer for u.

I know that we cannot be single forever. Sooner or later we will find someone to be with us...But hey, what's the rush?? If you still young, just savour your youth till it last. If there is someone out there then let it be. Nak kalut-kalut buat apa? Just enjoy being single and get ready to mingle...heee betul tak??

Futsal oh futsal...

Last Thursday we had a futsal match between my dept (Team Kaki Separa Bangku (KSB)) and Dept Tak Bley Tolak Ansur (TBTA)...kitaorg bertiga adalah antara yang dishortlistedkan sebagai pemain although Cik Ita awal-awal dah ngelat (ok2 kaki u sakit lagi..ehehe)...so seawal pukul 6 petang kitaorg dah carpool keluar opis nak gi LK (club house milik opis)...

alangkah terkejutnya kitaorang bila sampai kat gelanggang dan team TBTA nampak mcm pemain futsal pro...padahal kitaorang ni nak turun gym sebulan sekali pun payah...giler kecut perut bila tengok dorang ada pemain import lagi...bila plak la match ni kata bley ada pemain import...so, dengan perasaan yang sangat cuak, kami bermain sambil mempamerkan skill yang tak berapa nak ada...tapi team TBTA ni giler main kasar...agak-agak ar weyh bukan nak main untuk World Cup pun...haish tak faham betul orang mcm ni...didn't they understand the meaning of "friendly match"?? masa tu rasa tempted sangat nak menyumpah seranah dorang...tapi keayuan sebagai gadis melayu haruslah dikekalkan...ahaks (melayukah??)

Diakhir match tersebut...seperti yang telah dijangkakan Team KSB lose to team TBTA...hahah takper...atleast kitaorang bermain dengan gembira nyer...statistic perlawanan adalah seperti berikut :

Team TBTA : 6 - 1 (1 goal batal sebab main lebey orang...aiyooo where's ur integrity man??)

Team KSB : 3 (Oklah for mostly first timer:P)

Casualty : One of my office mate injured sebab bola kena kat muka...inilah yang terjadi bila orang tak faham maksud friendly match...

Conclusion, eventhough team KSB kalah, we really had a good time...bila lagi nak keluar opis kol 6 tepat...selalunya bila bulan dah tegak atas kepala baru ingat jalan rumah...huhuhu sungguhla kami takder life...seronok tengok sumer orang terlompat-lompat excited sama ada bola masuk or tak masuk goal...nampak sangat nak release tensen..ahaks...and most of all, i am proud of my twins (termasuk cik ita) walaupun kita main tak seberapa...tapi futsal match tu still membuktikan kita ada stamina...hakhak

The secret life of busy bees

Nope...this is not a title of a film...hehehe walaupun the inspiration comes from that movie..This is the best way to sum up our life this week...Busy like a bee..Yup...minggu ini adalah minggu yang sangat bz...nak foya-foya pun tak sempat...kami bukanlah kakitangan kerajaan yang boleh dok melepak sepanjang hari dan membiarkan keje-keje menimbun begitu saja...hehehe...there are lots of thing that we have to do this week...meeting, discussion, etc...u name it for sure we have to do it...

Kebusyan kitaorg makes us wonder...what will happen to this blog...its already mid of January and yet we only have one posting...it also makes us wonder what should we do to make our life interesting coz after all its a new year...we have to go out from the routine or we'll be like a robot dalam film...Masa Dec last year, macam-macam idea yang keluar on how for three of us to spice up our lives...but yet come 2010, it seems to be forgotten due to work constraints...

New Year Resolution

Happy New Year!! Its 2010 everyone... I just cant believed it...Dah habis rupanya 2009... 2010 means that everyone will be one year older and hopefully I'll be more mature this year...ihiks...

So when talks about new year, we can't run away from talking about new year resolution...Oooo is it that time of the year again?? Hehehe azam tahun lepas pun macam tak habis buat lagi ini kan pulak nak cakap pasal azam 2010...But like others might say... lets bygone be bygone...ecece sangat la ayat orang pemalas...

Ok..My new year resolution...this may sounds weird...jeng jeng jeng...to smile a lot even to people that I didnt know (ni sumer pasal ada org cakap Cik In sombong...what?? moi yang hyperactive ni sombong??so not happening) Ok so if anyone saw me smiling...senyumlah balik...Cik In tak sombong tau...hehehe betul tak Cik Nun and Cik Ita??

Hehehe lupa plak nak tanya apa azam Cik Nun and Cik Ita...but usually azam diorg nih lagi hebat...biasalah org yang lebih berpengalaman...Hehehee tapi kan kalau tak salah ada satu new year resolution yang kita bertiga kongsi bersamakan?? hehehe tapi it cannot be disclosed here...RAHSIA KERAJAAN!!!

Whatever it is I just wish everyone a happy and energetic new year...Hope that you will get what you wish for...And by the way, if dah rajin nak fikir pasal azam baru...adalah lebih afdal kalau ditunaikan jugak..A reminder for you and me...So that it for now...Have fun n enjoy ur new year :p